Someday, Somewhere, there will be Someone.

     安静宁和的时代不属于英雄, 他们离开这个世界的时候是多么的可惜与无奈, 只留下后辈脑海中的对战争的热血沸腾, 同时间长大些的的一些我们知道那时多么残酷的事情. 英雄的臂章褪了色, 留下我们大志于遗憾. 从来没有经历过残酷的我就这样连魂都丢了. 清晨脚下踏着车轮子,看着天空滴着雨,迎面吹来的风将泪水打散. 一时间笑话成了讽刺, 一切欢愉和我是对立的. 忽然你走过来问我好, 只是走过了一段路, 只是一张纸条. 回家的时候我一个人等着天黑, 等着这里一天的乌烟瘴气飘到高空, 等着那略带的一丝粉色的黑夜.

    北京的楼房瓦砾, 大街小巷都应该灰色的,那种透着藏蓝的灰, 这里的一切虽然没了坐在龙椅上的皇帝, 却和皇城的金色相呼应. 玻璃幕墙的出现, 映出了不同的颜色, 天空的颜色也会变得不同吧. 如果这也是北京天空有着一掠粉色的缘由, 我想这里的人也会随着玻璃幕墙渐渐变了吧. 归根结底, 好像就在某个霎那间你我被对方攻陷, 不知觉得我和你就一起开始了一段旅途, 坐在有着方向却没有舵手的船上, 勇敢的不在乎一切的驶向一个冒险. 只是...

    只是.

    这个时候抬头, 和家一样的天空的颜色消失了.

    我记得你说无论在哪里, 我们抬头看的天空的一样的.

    似泪似雨中, 我看着天空

    只是, 天空中少了那一缕坚韧的粉色.

Another wknd at Cameron's.

Played 6 hours of basketball on friday.

Slept only 4 hours after that.

Stayed for 7 hours @ Z's place for fixing his pc.

Another dream, lasts 5 hours.

I feel pretty fucked up now.

School tmr, gotta sleep for fuck sake.

laters.

4 years - long enough to get the "degree" we want ？

(gone. 2009, Oct. 13.)

Happy anniversary Summer.

First day of Fall, lots of freshmen and of course, young chicks was ALL OVER the campus. It's nice to be back to get shit together and hanging out with friends during lunch break and after class again. - Now this is more like a grade 4 diary, simple and needless.

"It's not about what I could give for, it's about what she really wants. "

am i making a mistake?